feeling discouraged today. i dont want to workout. i want to eat bullshit and lay around all day. i want to take out this weave and fold and clean up my house. not sweat. not huff. not puff. wanna get this weight loss shit over with already. November. UGW in November…..
I have been on my workout shit. By workout, I mean at leat 30 minutes of doing something other than sitting my ass on the couch, mostly cardio and the full body circuit at my gym.
5x last week
2x so far this wee and it’s only Tuesday.
I’m doing the MYB April 22 workout challenge and it’s really been a motivator. If I can get my horrible eating habits in order, I’m sure I’d see better results. My belly is a garbage disposal. I fixate on a craving and I just have to have it. The other day I ate 6 pcs of toast with butter and jelly. Today I ate a double caramel sundae. What in the absolute fuck? I know I shouldn’t but I get so caught up in how delicious it is, I don’t even care at the moment. I have seriously had this problem for years. I need to really get a handle on my eating addiction.